6/14/20 HE’S CARRYING THE LOAD

VISION:  I saw someone kneeling down in front of a little girl. I heard, Have I told you how proud of you I am?  Survival of the fittest.  What have I asked you to do?  Don’t quit. Exactly. That is what is needed. You haven’t let go. Burden. Your portion is to believe.

Revelation 2:24 But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and who have not known the depths of Satan, as they say; I will put upon you no other burden.

BURDEN – HE WILL CARRY THE LOAD

Yesterday I woke up and groaned in prayer for a couple hours.  I kept crying no matter what I did, and I had no idea WHY!  Yes things have been hard for us all this season, but I didnt have words.  Then a couple hours after Wayne woke, he said he kept feeling like he wanted to cry and he didnt know that I experienced the same.  Then this morning it started again and I asked the Lord to carry whatever this was and I felt better immediately. 

CONFIRMATION:  Then I turned into one of my rhema journals and opened to this page:  

12/20/19  LET HIM CARRY THE LOAD

The value of a daughter.  Precious in My sight.  I saw a piece of old leather luggage with a leather strap.  Let Me carry the load.

LEARN TO HEAVE THE WEIGHTY MATTERS 4/16/09
Beloved one, many issues are weighing at your soul and your body. I see you doing everything you can to walk above it with great courage. But My heart breaks for you as I hear your heavy sighing and feel your deep sorrows.

Learn to take the emotions and tears that are too deep for words, and turn them into prayers. I know this is difficult for you, but you need to express them to Me and get them OUT of your soul and ONTO ME. I AM the One Who wants to carry your weighty burdens. I wait every day for you to pour these out upon Me so that I may pour My peace back into you and give you relief. Yes let the tears flow and the groans pour forth. Do not quench and hold back My Spirit, just release it all to Me, precious one.

1Th 5:17-19 NKJV
Pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. Do not quench the Spirit.

CONFIRMATION FROM A READER:

A week back, I kept having eye glances to our antique trunk in the garage. My eyes would directly be pulled to look at it. It sits at the bottom of the stairs, to the side. Later I saw in my mind's eye, a trunk. It looked like the one we own from a flea market. I wasn't at all sure what God was saying to me, at this point.

There also was too much "stuff" on top of it. At this time, I thought God was showing me to clean this mess up.  I even announced to my daughter, that I would be re-organizing the garage as soon as possible.

As I pondered what God might be saying, I came up with getting rid of junk from our souls. I began to do this, and all this stuff I had stuffed down into me, came to the surface and I just handed it over to God. I said, I don't know what to do about these things, but there's pain connected to some of it. Then, I imagined myself dumping this junk at the feet of Jesus. I can't solve any of this, so please help me untangle the mess. 

As I prayed, I started feeling lighter and lighter.