RHEMA 3/09/08  IN BILLOWING WAVES I FOUND YOU

DREAM:  I was in the passenger seat and driving near the ocean.  The highway was flooded with massive waves going up and down as well as waves moving sideways in cross currents.  As long as we kept the pedal to the floor and went the right speed, we stayed afloat and just swished through the waves, riding on top of them.  I saw many different trucks and vehicles doing the same thing.  Some of these waves were massive, I have never seen waves like them before, so close together and so huge.  When we finished, instead of being overwhelmed and with a forboding feeling of such an inundation of water, I said, “That was neat, let’s do that again!”  And so the driver turned to cross a bridge and it brought us down low into the same loop of massive waves.  We swished through again and didnt sink, we stayed on top of it. 

EXPERIENCE:  This came to pass today.  I suddenly had a yearning to drive to the coast today and so I did.  On the drive the thoughts coming against me brought up my emotions and I was feeling so overwhelmed about unresolved issues.  So I prayed about all the things pressing my soul, and cried it all out to the Lord.  I suddenly realized that this was my dream and I was traveling to the ocean at the same speed as in my dream, and the Lord was allowing me to pour out my heart about all the circumstances. I was being air lifted above the emotions and pain and soaring in Him as I tearfully poured it out upon Him.    I think the waves represents the emotions and contrary thoughts that washed up from my soul.  They were also demonic forces I was coming against. 

He is bringing us through a stirring and churning so that our souls will be washed and become consecrated to Him for His purposes.    It was again such a comfort for the Lord to confirm my day, knowing ahead of time what I would be doing.  It was rather funny and I know this was a prophetic blooper since in the dream I said Let’s do it again.  I was so deep in prayer, I missed the turnoff to go home.  When I realized it, I had to turn around and circle almost back to the ocean to find it!

HEARD;  I assure, I will reconcile all things.  Melted by your tears, My love.  So grateful for all you have done for Me.

HEARD:  Expensive dilemma.

EXPERIENCE:  At that moment a wave came washing up right to the log I was sitting on, so I had to quickly get up and move back.  I knew this too was a part of my dream.

POEM:  IN BILLOWING WAVES I FIND YOU  3/09/08

Unresolved issues not yet at rest,

Swirls to surface all my mess. 

Churning, billowing waves in my soul. 

I yield to You to make me whole. 

As I release it all through my tears,

You quiet my soul and calm my fears. 

I leave it all at Your feet of love.

At Your throne, sweet mercy above.

Counting the cost and labor of soul. 

I’m satisfied what’s taken its toll.

I offer to You for redemption,

Hoping good comes from conception.

My child, I understand all of you.

Deeply transparent, deeply true.

What you see as flawed, cracked and broken,

Gushes sacrifice, a pure token.

I use your tears, everything you share,

A sweet smelling bowl for what you bear.

Each and everything you give to Me

Is living substance to set you free.

I’ve kindled you pure in brilliant light,

I see no flaw, I see no blight. 

For when you yield, giving all to Me,

In a pool of gold, it’s Me I see.

Mal 3:2-3 AMP

But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner's fire and like fullers' soap; [Rev 6:12-17.]   He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Lord offerings in righteousness.

Isa 53:10-12  NKJV

Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise Him; He has put Him to grief. When You make His soul an offering for sin, He shall see His seed, He shall prolong His days, And the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in His hand. 11 He shall see the labor of His soul, and be satisfied .By His knowledge My righteous Servant shall justify many, For He shall bear their iniquities. 12 Therefore I will divide Him a portion with the great, And He shall divide the spoil with the strong, Because He poured out His soul unto death, And He was numbered with the transgressors, And He bore the sin of many, And made intercession for the transgressors.