SIGNS
CONFIRM FAITH
SANDY
RHEMA
QUICKENED WORDS: Today Wayne told me something that
touched me. He was telling me about a "Touched By An
Angel" show he’d seen. It was about an angel who had
given a disadvantaged person a white feather. At the
end, the person gave it up and said he didn’t need it
anymore because he had faith. This was really quickened
to my ears as an important Word from the Lord, but I was
not sure what. And so I went on a memory journey to
mediate upon old pieces of rhema:
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THE
MYSTERY OF DUMBO
I was
reminded of the children’s story of Dumbo the elephant.
He could fly with his giant ears as long as he was
holding a feather. In the past, I had heard the Lord
talk to me about Dumbo, the elephant with giant ears and
his feather. I knew the Lord was saying something to me
through Wayne’s mentioning the show, but I wasn’t sure
what. I knew that we have rhema about the Lord calling
us elephants and that elephants are large animals that
are used as burden bearers just as intercessors are
burden bearers in the Lord’s Kingdom. And then Dumbo’s
large ears represents the many levels of growth I had
received in hearing the Lord. But putting that all
aside, I was still thinking about that feather.
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THE
FEATHER
I had a
large shocking pink feather pen as a child and I really
loved that pen. Then we bought the same pen, only with a
white feather for our guest book at our wedding. I also
had rhema about my having a spiritual feather pen. My
logo for The Quickened Word ministry also happens to be
a quilled fountain pen in an ink well. I also remembered
that a few years ago, Patricia King, before she knew of
my writing ministry, saw a fountain pen with a feather,
and asked me if I ever thought of writing. (The friends
that were with me, laughed with delight!)
Wayne
had an awesome vision where he was being carried by an
angel up into the clouds. The Lord’s army were gathering
on white horses, all stretched out in a horizontal line
behind the Lord on His white horse. He saw that each
person was completely encased in white armor. He could
not even see their faces. Each had a different weapon
that they held while mounted on their identical horses.
My horse was next to Wayne’s. My particular "weapon" was
a huge feather pen that went from the ground, all the
way past the horse and my shoulders, into the air! How
precious the Lord is! I laughed with delight at that
one!
The
mystery of the feather continues…
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THE
GLORY WING FEATHER
While at
a conference, I was dancing before the Lord with my
glory "wing". (Glory rings made out of tinsel put on
hoops are along the same idea, but I made my glory
"wing" on a white lace bridal fan and covered it with
white feathers instead of colored tinsel.) Anyway, I
found myself dancing at the back immediately behind a
Vietnam vet in a wheel chair. The more I danced, the
more I went into great longings of intercession over
him. When I was finished, I stopped to rest and noticed
a beautiful white feather had fallen off and had landed
right at the foot of his chair. This was very quickened
to me.
I picked
up the feather and knew this feather belonged to this
man as a sign from the Lord to him. I didn’t know why, I
just knew it was his. I held the feather and prayed for
the Word and the courage to give it to him. Finally I
stepped forward and whispered in his ear, "This belongs
to you. It is to serve as a reminder that the Holy
Spirit has not forgotten you. Please be patient and
trust Him." I gave him a brief shoulder hug and then
went back to my seat.
This
took a lot of courage for me to do that, and one minute
later I looked over and he was gone! I looked everywhere
for him, he simply was not there. I knew that he had
left the meeting. I felt that I had upset him and that
is why he left. He never came back for the rest of the
conference. I was very insecure about this, not wanting
to displease the Lord or to have caused an offense to
this man. I received confirmations from the Lord that I
had said and done the right thing, but I just had to
stand in faith against the insecurity I felt. Weeks went
by and every once in a while as I lay in bed, the memory
of that man would float into my memory and I would pray
over him.
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DUMBO’S
FEATHER SURFACES AGAIN
Several
months later I went to another conference and I saw this
same man! He was up front waiting to be ministered to in
the ministry line. He was crying and looking so alone as
he waited. My heart was lurching inside and I was caught
in the struggle that I was a conference attendee, and it
was not my place to minister to this man. The Holy
Spirit was so upon me and I was only 3 feet from him!
Finally I could not stand it, I went up to him and knelt
on the floor beside his chair. Because it was so noisy,
I laid my head on his shoulder as I talked to him. I
said that I was the one who gave him the white feather
and asked him if he still had it. He began to sob and
just pour his heart out to me. When he finished, he said
that he still had the feather and it was hanging in his
truck! (Boy was I amazed.)
I told
him the salmon story and how he was like the salmon
where his body had been beaten up by traveling upstream
against the currents. I told him that he had so much
courage, was a true overcomer, and how proud the Lord
was of him. I was able to pray for him, and comfort him
and then told him the story of Dumbo and the feather. I
said there would be a day that he would no longer need
the feather as his faith would be so strong that he
would not need signs of the Lord’s love because he would
know without a doubt how much the Lord loved him.
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CONCLUSION
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{Words
to Ponder are summaries of His quickened Words}
WORD TO
PONDER: SIGNS CONFIRM FAITH
Precious
one, what a courageous journey you have taken and how
proud I AM of you to have trusted Me in sharing My
Words. This has been a journey of faith. While you were
yet a youth in My Spirit, I called you and gave you many
signs of confirmation upon your life. You were so
insecure that the mere thought of a calling made you
tremble! How I love challenges! (Smile, dear one!) I had
special assignments just for you in mind; you were
perfect for the job.
I
started by giving you My Words, but instead of sharing
them, I called you to pray them. You were My
intercessor, partnering with Me in matters of importance
to My heart. All along the way, I continued to give you
confirmations, My signs that you really were hearing Me,
and growing along the way. This was a journey of faith,
for you had no person to give these Words to, or no one
to give you a direct confirmation. I taught you to fly
on the wings of faith as you held onto My confirmed
Words.
I gave
you the promise that one day we would be married as one,
and I would give you My Word as a 2 edged weapon to
soften the hearts of men, and to pierce the demonic
spirits. This weapon would never run dry, for it is
dipped in My eternal fountain of blood. This weapon
would bow so low as to touch the ground in humility,
then grow up as a pure white mantle, softly caressing
your shoulders in governmental authority. This weapon
would be like tall angelic wings covering you from
behind.
You have
accepted My Words of promise over your life. And what a
story of overcoming! Against all odds, against every
demonic current and onslaught, you continue to travel
upward and press into Me. Whenever you come to the end
of your rope, you lie spent before My feet, even as a
salmon who has come home to spawn. My bride! What you
deem as defeat, I call triumphant overcoming. You may
feel beat up and dented having stood against all odds,
but what you do not know is I that I plant mysteries
within the wombs of My intercessors.
I have
planted many children in your own particular womb who
are following the same path as you, My beloved. Your
journey will be multiplied over and over again. As I
plant My Words of promise within the insecure ones, they
also will take the courage to trust Me and follow My
promises into fulfillment. These are My triumphant ones
who so love Me, they will reach beyond the limits of
their own insecurities to go wherever I send them. They
will fly on the wings of faith, built through one loving
confirmation at a time. When My Words come to pass
within their own lives, they will become My signs to a
broken and crippled world.
"How
shall we escape if we neglect so great a salvation,
which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and
was confirmed to us by those who heard Him, God also
bearing witness both with signs and wonders, with
various miracles, and gifts of the Holy Spirit,
according to His own will?" (Hebrews 2: 3-4 NKJ)
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