RHEMA 11/30/08 TRUST IS KEY TO HEARING HIM

I have been earnestly asking the Lord why I am not hearing Him at night as easy.  I am trying so hard to overcome to hear Him.  I went to bed early so I could hopefully hear Him better.  I asked Him to please speak to me through anointed hands in one of my printed journals.  I asked Him which one, and had the impression of the color pink, which was the cover to the year 1995.  So I grabbed that book and opened it to the following 2 pages.  I was so blessed.

AH:  9/14/95 and 9/15/95

RHEMA 9/14/95  JUST BELIEVE

DREAM:  I was floating inside a hot air balloon past enemies and obstacles.  My floating (faith) was so low that every thing I came to would get tangled in the enemies grasp or obstacles placed there.  I kept flapping my wings, as though that would make the balloon get higher.  I was getting tired because everything I could think of to get above the obstacles exhausted me. 

 HEARD:  [When I awoke]  You don't have to DO anything.  Only believe.

[Lord believe what?]  Trust.

Word to ponder 9/14/95  only believe

Honey, you struggle too hard to climb and fly.  But all that you need, all that is necessary is for you to only believe.  As you trust Me to complete My Word to you, it releases everything you need to bring you higher into Me.

“Ye have seen what I did unto the Egyptians, and how I bare you on eagles' wings, and brought you unto myself.”  (Ex 19:4 KJV)

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EXCERPT RHEMA 9/15/95:   QUIETLY ABIDE

[Lord, why aren't You talking very much to me lately?]

HEARD:  Abide.  You have to have faith that I will be faithful. Conduct, behavior.  Quiet. 

HEARD [Later while folding clothes] :  An ability to focus in on the subject.  Essential ingredient.  Perspective.  See through the matter.  Clear. It's OK, I'll help you.  Understand.  A rescue effort.  Purpose defeat confusion.